Thursday, November 16, 2006

There's no place like home.

As the year comes to an end, I feel the pull to stay in this country I call home regaining strength. I don't want to leave the people I love behind. It's going to be very lonely. People say that I can always make new friends anyway, but...

In connection, I think that I'm looking for more stability in my life right now. (Okay, maybe I AM growing up. I'm way past the quarter of a century mark after all.) I'm absolutely enjoying this whole freelance thing, but well, I have got to think more about my future... It all makes me wonder whether going back to the corporate world will do me more good in the long run, especially since I seem to have no entrepreneurial bone in my body. Anyway, I'm just keeping my options open and trying to make the most of everything I've experienced, am experiencing, and will be experiencing.

Either I'm just being a big baby and too afraid to step out of my comfort zones, or someone who has figured out her priorities in life. Decisions, decisions...

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Darn, Ernie and Jeena were eliminated from Amazing Race Asia! Bummer.

12 comments:

lei said...

oh damn! i thought they had a really good shot at winning.

amoniputi said...

about time you get the quarter-life crisis! Hahaha

moonpool said...

lei: I know!!! Sayang 'noh?

amo: But I've been quarter-lifing for the past 2 years now... :S When will it ever end? LOL.

gladzalwayshappy said...

hmmm QLC with a twist of nationalistic pride.... what a way to realize how you love RP... way to go ric! you will definitely survive qlc!!

kainis na-eliminate si ernie and jeena... shyucks.. asa nalang tayo kay aubrey miles and her model friend jac. btw ernie is the president of abs-cbn publishing pala.... nooneenoo...

lei said...

hehehe feeling ko scared lang ako to leave the phils. but i've been thinking that maybe if i get to be out there (outside phils, that is) i'll probably like it din naman. boo i'm being influenced by someone. hehe. oh well, he might be right kasi.

boo i hate work! i hate quarter life choo choo! my quarter life crisis thing is a low burning fire. but it's there. boo! ;p

moonpool said...

I think some people are built for living elsewhere and some people just aren't. I mean, you could learn how to cope, but I suppose there has to be a burning desire to really make it work...

Bah, I really hate Aubrey's friend. She's soooo annoying! But oh well, I'd rather have them stay than some other teams...

lei said...

friend ng student ni mickey mouse yung jackie girl and they know who won. wahahaha. annoying lang ernie+jeanna got eliminated before them. boo! :P

moonpool said...

Diba they shouldn't talk about it? Isn't there some contract thing? Hehe. Sumbong natin! :P

lei said...

hehehe pwede...

eggy said...

so who won?

eggy said...

can i also have a picture beside my comment?

moonpool said...

You need to create a Blogspot account. :)